DE MIS OJOS ESTAN CAYENDO LAGRIMAS
Y RESBALAN LENTAMENTE POR MIS MEJILLAS
DE MIS VENAS ESTA SALIENDO SANGRE
POR LOS CORTES QUE ME HICE HOY DIA
TODO ESTO CAUSADO POR LOS PROBLEMAS DE UNA FAMILIA DESTRUIDA
PERO YO SE QUE  LO PODRE SUPERAR
AUNQUE NO SE QUE HAGO SENTADO EN ESTA SILLA
PENSANDO EN LO QUE PONDRE EN LA SIGUIENTE LINEA
POR QUE ESTO AUN NO TERMINA....
NUNCA NECESITE DE EL NI DE SU AYUDA
EL NUNCA ESTUVO A MI LADO
NI TAMPOCO ME NECESITO
POR QUE NUNCA ME BUSCO,
NO ME GUSTO ALEJARME DE TU LADO
POR QUE SABRIA QUE
EN ALGUN MOMENTO TE NECESITARIA,
PERO NO TE PREOCUPES
POR QUE ESE LUGAR LO SUPO OCUPAR
OTRA PERSONA MUY ESPECIAL,
ME ODIO POR EL DIA EN QUE TE FUI A BUSCAR
PENSANDO QUE LO PODRIASMOS VOLVER A INTENTAR
NO SE QUE ME PASO POR LA CABEZA ESE DIA
DE IR HASTA TU CASA
TOCAR LA PUERTA
Y ESPERAR A QUE SALGA MI TIA,
PARA QUE ME DIGA LO MISMO QUE ME DECIA
TODOS LOS DIAS,
CUANDO POR TU VENTANA YO ME ASOMABA
ESPERANDO A VERTE Y A QUE SALIERAS
A RECIBIRME CON UN ABRAZO
QUE NUNCA ANTES ME PUDISTE AVER DADO.
PUES QUE MAS PUEDO DECIR
QUE AL PASAR DE LOS AÑOS
TODOS SIGUE IGUAL Y NADA AH CAMBIADO
Y QUE YA HEMOS LLEGADO AL 2008
Y YO ESTOY APUNTO YA DE CUMPLIR LOS 18
Y TU A MI NISIQUIERA ME HAS DADO ABRIGO
A VECES HUBIERA PREFERIDO NO HABER NACIDO
PERO ME HE DADO CUANTO QUE CON ESO MUCHO
HUBIERA PERDIDO
COMO A MI FAMILIA, MIS AMIGOS Y LO MAS IMPORTANTE
MI MADRE Y MI HERMANITO RODRIGO,
DESPUES DE TODO NO TE GUARDO RENCOR
POR QUE SEAS COMO SEAS Y HAGAS LO QUE HAGAS
ES TU VIDA Y YO EN ELLA NUNCA EH CABIDO
Y CLARO COMO A TI NUNCA TE IMPORTA LA MIA
QUE PUEDO ESPERAR POR EL RESTO DE LOS DIAS...
SOLO ESPERO QUE "TU DIOS" TE SEPA GUIAR
Y CUIDAR
POR YO HIZE TODO LO POSIBLE POR
AYUDARTE A CAMBIAR
PERO A TI TE DIO IGUAL
POR ULTIMO QUIERO DECIRTE
QUE DE MI PARTE SIEMPRE RESPETO TENDRAS
PERO NO PIDAS OTRA COSA MAS
POR QUE NUNCA TE LA HAS SABIDO GANAR ....




ENGLISH VERSION


Tears are dropping from my eyes
and they Slides down my cheeks
blood is coming out from my veins
for the cuts that i made me today
everything for the problems of a broken family
but i know that someday i will be better
but i don't know what i'm doing sitting here in this chair
thinking about what i'm gonna put on the next line
because this is not the end.
I never needed of him neither of his help
he never was next to me
neither he never needed me
because he never try to find me
i didn't like to be far from of his side
because i'll know that i'll need him
one day of my life
but you don't worry
because that place someone else
it knew how to have it
someboy really special in my life.
I hate me for that day that i went to your home
thinking about that we would try again
i don't know what it was in my head that day
of going to your house
and knock the door
and wait for my aunt came out
just to tell me the same thing
that she said me everyday
when i sticked out into your window
waiting to see you
and maybe you could went out
to hold me in your arms
something that you couldn't do it before
well what else can i say
througing the years
everything is the same
and nothing changed
now we are in the 2008
and i will have 18 this year
and you don't even give anything
and for that i wanted to day
but i know that i death
i would lose all my friend that i met
and also
my family my little brother rodrigo
but after all this i'm not angry with you
because wherever you are
and whatever you do
it's your life and you have to care about that
of course you never was cared about mine
so what can i wait for the rest of my days
just i hope that "GOD" take care of you
because i have done everything i could
just to help you to change
but you don't mind
just to end i'm gonna let you to know
that from me respect you have
but don't ask for anything else
because you'll never know how to have it